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[30 Nov 2009|09:03pm] |
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I find myself looking forward to the holiday. Away from school there won't be a restricted section to occupy my time and I will have to see the light of day. Madam Pince...a woman I could almost swear was a vampire remarked on my pallor earlier today. A woman that could easily glow in the dark called me pale. You truly know you are spending far too much time closeted up in the library when not only does the woman start speaking conversationally with you but decides to remark on how pale you are, not to mention the fact I am now pale enough to warrant mentioning. I have always been pale though. I could get sunburn in the moonlight.
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[19 Nov 2009|12:12pm] |
[Private to self]
I keep trying to tell myself that all the people I know to be Death Eaters are horrible people. There are differences here though and maybe I am fighting too hard against what I am seeing and should give them all a chance. So many of those I am condeming are my family, family I have never known in our world because they were gone. I actually like talking to Bellatrix. I find myself wanting to talk to her more and I think that might be what is bothering me the most. I want to know all of them. I want to prove myself wrong. I am just afraid I will get to know them and not want to let them go...will excuse them from the sins I know them to have...may even begin to justify them.
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I need to figure out if I am going to great grandfather's over the holidays or not. The more I think on it the more I keep telling myself I should. I am wasting time with family I never had the joy of knowing. It isn't as if I can not return to school if things go badly. I am certain I will visit grandfather over this time as well. I am still not sure if I will ever be able to wrap my mind around Lucius Malfoy being a Hufflepuff.
I was looking through my school bag and actually found my small photo album that grandmum made me when I went off to Hogwarts. It was in the hidden compartment of my bag I tend to forget about. There are some rather amusing photos of father and mother in here...as well as one of my grandparents.
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[18 Nov 2009|10:47pm] |
[Hexed against All Blacks, Notts, Lestranges, People he knows from his time to be DEs]
No matter what I seem to do nothing is worth while in this strange place. This horrible parody of what the world should be. I suppose I should count myself lucky I am not in the home where we are hated blood traitors and mistrusted former Death Eaters. It is definitely a situation of better the devil you know.
I had hoped I would never see the sickening site of the Dark Mark distorting the sky other than in old prophet articles. I was not so lucky the night Adrien Pucey died. I was doing my Astronomy Homework and looked up, it was on the horizon twisting and glowing.
I can't help but feel this is our fault, that maybe had we not some how ended up here this place could have kept its strange limbo of not quite peace. I can't help but feel we are some catalyst bringing doom. All I truly know is my father always strove to keep me from such things like those he had to deal with when he was younger and here they are lapping at my ankles and the waves just keep getting higher.
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[08 Nov 2009|10:25am] |
[Hexed Private to Time Travelers, Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ginny Weasley, Ron Weasley, Ellie Montgomery, Fiona Montgomery, Draco Malfoy, Astoria Greengrass]
Some of you do not know me so let me first introduce myself. I am Scorpius Malfoy. I am one of those misplaced in this time. I am contacting all of you for one purpose. We feel, us Time Travelers, that you are ill prepared for what could come in the future. Our world was in the full swing of the second war during this time. The Ministry was being infiltrated by Death Eaters and the next year it was completely in their control. The Black family if not marked Death Eaters are all supporters. Your Ministry is already compromised.
In 1995 in our world our Harry Potter pulled together with his two closest companions a group of like minded students that wanted to learn advanced defensive magic and make a group that could look out for each other. We are staying in the place where the war came to a head in our world. Hogwarts was the location of the final battle and it was always a focal point. Should the war begin a new with the return of Voldemort I think it would be better to be prepared than to be blind and caught off guard. There were a great number of people lost in our world just with people refusing to believe Voldemort had returned.
[Grandfather]
Have you told Draco? Does he know he should't trust most of his family? I think it would be best if he heard about it. He isn't like them and he needs to know he can't truly trust people he should be able to. You might have to be careful how it is said though.
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[07 Nov 2009|08:30pm] |
[Private to Time Travelers]
I'm not sure how well received this will be but I thought it might help all involved. What do all of you think about forming the D.A.? There is the potential that Voldemort will return and there are Death Eaters in school. We can all tell those from this time we trust with the things we know. We can meet tomorrow maybe or another time?
The people I could think of inviting are:
Harry Potter
Hermione Granger
Ginny Weasley
Ron Weasley
Draco Malfoy
Astoria Greengrass
Ellie Montgomery
But this is if this idea isn't stupid....
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[05 Nov 2009|03:50am] |
Windows. I really wish the dungeon had them. The dungeon also seems to lack anything resembling warmth. This would be one of those times my mother would poke a rib and tell me I was too thin. I don't expect Astoria to do that. It would be rather strange considering we are the same age.
I finally met Draco. I know grandmother always told me I looked just like him but the actual sitting across a table from him that close was slightly disconcerting. There are small differences. I have mother's eyes...a slight darker blonde hair.
It was rather cruel in a way to see my parents at the ball after the potion took hold. It made me rather homesick. Home was difficult but it was home. It was better than this hell. I have to wonder if we get home if it will be like we never left of if we can get back will all this time have passed...has time moved at the same speed? It is all theory and guess work.
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[02 Nov 2009|12:25am] |
I hope people will not be idiotic and accuse Draco of being a Death Eater when he was still in a crib when Voldemort vanished.
[Private to Time Travelers, Harry Potter and Mr. Potter]
I have been talking with a sorce I trust here and they have given me a list of people who are Death Eaters here. This was all they knew for certain.
- Julian Nott
- Rabastan Lestrange
- Rodolphus Lestrange
- Bellatrix Lestrange
- Majority of the Black's
- Antonin Dolohov
- Evan Rosier
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[24 Oct 2009|11:43am] |
[Private to Lucius but the Time Travelers can read it but if they do they get a Jaw Locker charm on them and can't tell anyone about him being a spy]
Grandfather...I have a very important question. I know you told me where your true allegancies are and it would be helpful if you told me who all was Death Eaters here in this world so I would know who to truly trust and who not to.
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[23 Oct 2009|04:17pm] |
I think I may have figured out a problem in trying to figure out how to get home. Rose's Time Turner was a different type than what the Ministry should have in this time period. All the Time Turners back home were destroyed in the Battle of the Department of Mysteries. It is something to look further into at the very least. The books the headmaster pulled for me have been very helpful.
I think I have decided to stay over the winter holiday. I could get a fair amount of reserch in during that time. More than anything I just don't want to be anywhere near the issues the Black Family are having at the moment. I would like to go stay with grandfather but that is probably something I won't get. I'm only fourteen and no one would bother listening to me.
Professor Meadowes is correct though if this time pans out similar to the one back home. The Black family ends with Sirius. Though the family tree grandmum had me memorize is a spot different. This time is very confusing. The people that bear the same name are by far not the same people. The mere thought of giving up my surname makes my stomach churn. My father would have a fit if I even entertained the thought. If there is one thing I prefer in this world it is the girl that would be my mother in my world. Mother and I were never close and it is nice to have the chance.
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[20 Oct 2009|11:53pm] |
[Blocked from that Burbage]
And...I'm not so sure my future home is all that stable anymore...
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[20 Oct 2009|09:43pm] |
I have to wonder if the Ministry is even working on sending us back home. If the Ministry is anything like it is back at home before Minister Shacklebolt then I'm not going to hold my breath. I do believe this is one of those situations if you want it done at all, let alone right, one must do it themselves.
The problem is there are not any truly useful books in general circulation in the library. I need a pass to the restricted section. Would any professor be willing to offer that? Are there any individuals that wish to help in the search of how to get us home?
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[14 Oct 2009|10:30pm] |
[Hexed against Ministry, grandparents, Ms. Skeeter, and father]
This is...ridiculous! I am not living with some random individual the Ministry deems fit to take me like some charity case! My father is only two blasted years older than I am. My Grandfather is shacking up with Ms. Skeeter who I am having such a hard time trying to not cringe at because she was a crazed lie spreading degenerate reporter in our time. My grandmother has been "dead" for the past five years. Where the hell do they expect me to bloody go!
I want to go home. Home made sense. I want to go back to living in Ravenclaw tower this dungeon is stuffy and cold and has no bloody windows. And how exactly am I supposed to study History of Magic when the history is completely different? I'm giving myself a headache.
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[14 Oct 2009|08:47pm] |
[Private to Lucius Malfoy and Narcissa Black]
I would not be asking this without the need to. The Ministry is asking if I have a place to go other than Hogwarts and we have not expressly discussed such a thing. I am well aware you both truly do not know me and should you wish to not have anything to do with me that is fine. I would just like to stay with family if it were at all possible. If not I was hoping to look into an older friend of mine that is also from my time being my guardian in this strange place. I haven't asked her yet but Tori has always been very caring and looked out for most of us. I would ask my mother's family but there seems to be quite a bit of unrest with them and I have never liked my aunt Daphne and would probably put a pillow over her head in her sleep if I was forced to live with her.
[Added a few moments later]
Actually...Ms. Burbage is saying staying with either of you may not be allowed do to an unstable environment....
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[10 Oct 2009|01:33am] |
Well that was certainly interesting. How can I go from being a Ravenclaw in my world to a Slytherin here? Rather strange the lone non Slytherin Malfoy where I'm from became the only Slytherin Malfoy here. It is perplexing.
I guess this means I won't be rooming with Lysander and Lorcan. I wouldn't put it past them to break into the dungeon though. At least there aren't as many cats that I can tell. Einstein doesn't like cats and I can't say I have ever been fond of them either. It is also strange trying to get used to not having windows in my dorm. I'm used to living up in the tower.
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[09 Oct 2009|03:59pm] |
[Private to Tori]
Being of sound mind...one of the few people I know that is...
How does one go about asking a girl to a ball? How does one go about asking their best friend...who happens to be a girl to such a thing without buggering everything?
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[08 Oct 2009|10:49am] |
Not being a complete and total social pariah is rather unsettling. I expect to be tripped down the stairs or glared at more than I am being here. I haven't even seen Potter for him to prank me and it get blamed on me for being a Malfoy. Because my last name alone means I deserve to be outcast for the rest of my life after all and demeaned without mercy.
I set up camp in the library last night and started researching about this place and it is so very different. I started with family. Grandmother is dead here. It is rather upsetting she was always a lovely woman...even if she is one of the reasons I'm a social failure. It is also so very strange to know Grandfather was a Hufflepuff. The man at home had his wand hid in a snake cane. He was the leading example of what Slytherins should be once. I just find it strange I go from being the only Malfoy not a Slytherin to knowing there isn't a Malfoy that is a Slytherin. Also the fact that Pansy Parkinson is a Malfoy is beyond weird. Da was betrothed to her where I'm from for the longest time...she wasn't born into the family.
I have also been looking into how to get us home. It might be a long shot but one has to try. I figure if the future's legendary Harry Potter Golden Savior can defeat Voldemort four times before he was fifteen I might be able to figure out interdeminsional travel.
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[07 Oct 2009|10:25pm] |
I can not even begin to explain how off this is. Looking back through this though it seems everyone is blaming Rose. Not a really nice thing to do but she was the one with the Time Turner. Though we aren't in the past we are in an alternate reality or all having one very strange lucid dream...my point was a Time Turner can't do what has been done to us so it really can't be Rose's fault. Granted she shouldn't have been toying with a delicate piece of magical machinery.
My father is probably going to have a fit when he finds out I've gone up in a puff of smoke. I doubt mother would actually notice.
I seem to be rambling but would anyone care to conjure me a rabbit cage? I seem to have a stow away in the form of Einstein but he was sitting on my shoulder when we wound up here and not in his cage. If the cats around Hogwarts are anything like the ones during our time they are nefarious hairballs that want to eat my bunny.
[Added after talking with Bellatrix]
[Private to Time Travel peoples]
Why did we have to end up in the place where the world is wrong? Bellatrix Lestrange should never be in charge of law enforcement.
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